exp_dilemma

Between your thighs

Thu, 04 Aug 2005 07:17:29 GMT

Well i must admitt i kind of forgot about livejournal for a while or i was just too lazy to write. But here i am at the request of gembob : P.

Whats been happening with me? I finally went to the QOTSA concert and omg it was one of the best experiences of my life. I got front row...i couldnt believe it i was so exicted. Throughout the gig troy would come infront of his mic stand and play right in front of me and he smiled at me, sooo thrilling. When Troy went to walk off stage after the encore (there was two ;D ) he went over to a roadie and pointed at me (at that point i almost died lol) but anyways he walked off ad then the roadie went and picked the setlist off the ground. All these people rushed over near me and were trying to grab it but the roadie goes "No its for her" and pointed at me....omg best experience ever...gig was sensational.

Hmm what else has been going on??? Not a lot really ive just been trying to work heaps so i can save for england quicker. I only have $400 more to pay off my airfare and ive got another $1000 in owed money to me...so yeah its going very well. Other than that i just go out every now and then...havent been clubbing in ages, its so shit in this tiny town plus the music leaves something to be desired.

The young are so foolish

Sun, 05 Jun 2005 12:41:35 GMT

Well its the end to an interesting but strange weekend. So much has happened and i feel really tired and a bit sick, i dont think my body knows what its like to be well. But never mind.
Lastnight i went into town with some friends. I was pretty pissed off cause half of them decided to take pills and were absolutely off their trees. Wayne got totally smashed and decided to get kicked out of almost every club we went to, which was highly annoying. We actually found a club in this shit hole place that had a live band. The played covers which was fun to dance to. After the band finished i had to track down my friends, which consisted of walking across town to another club at 3am, it was freezing. In the long run i got home and went to bed only to get up and go to work today.
Wayne messages david (my friends ex) lastnight and told him that my party is on friday and that he has to come. I dont know what to do. I really want him to come but then Erin will be so pissed off if she sees him there. I guess ill just have to wait and see.
I dont really feel like writing tonight so i think ill leave it at that. Goodnight.

Out of My Head

Sat, 04 Jun 2005 06:35:59 GMT

"And I wonder when I sing along with you
If everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again
The only thing I'll ever ask of you
You've got to promise not to stop when I say when"

Right now im hungover, in the process of getting the flu and am about to leave for work...how shit! Lastnight was a very strange night. My friend david rang me and asked if we could meet up in town, so me being drun said of course. I might just add at this point that david is one of my best friends' ex boyfriend. But yeah we met up, both smashed as anything and sat there and talkd for a good 2 hours. I just poured my heart out to him and he did the same to me and then we hugged. I feel as though i have betrayed her...so right now im feeling a mixture of things. He is such a nice guy but then the history just makes me think twice. In a way i want to see him again but then i dont. Only time will tell.

Im off to the shit hole that is my work "slave to the wage" aye?

Once bitten, twice shy.

Fri, 03 Jun 2005 04:42:27 GMT

Hello again, its friday afternoon but it feels like morning, i guess that cause i only got up about an hour ago. Im going out in town with Mandy tonight, it should be great. I hope its not too dead in town cause friday nights usually arent that great but we will make our own fun.
Im trying to get my party organised and its shitting me. I dont know who is coming and who isnt, i dont know whether or not to get a keg or just buy some cases of beer and make a punch. Hmm i think i might need some help. Wayne is pretty keen to help me so i think i will get him on it. I juts hope everyone comes and has a great time.
I really need to improve my sleeping habits i think. Since ive been sick ive gotten back into the worst habits of staying up all night and then sleeping in until midday. I think going back to work will get me out of it to a certain extent. Mum thinks im getting depressed again, as thats the sleeping patterns i had back then...i think ive just had a few bad days and there is a huge difference this time, i can pull myself through the bad days.
Wayne and Meagan want me to go out on Saturday night as well but im not sure if i will...i probably will end up going as ive nothing else to do and i dont work until the arvo on sunday.
Im so jealous of all those lucky Europeans that are getting to see Placebo at the Live8 thing. I would give anything to be over there right now, meeting everyone and partying with sarah. I cant wait to see Emelene again, i miss her so much. I cant believe it has been a year since she left, it feels like about 20.